Finding My Voice |
So This is my journey through life. The sad, the fun, the joy, the laughter and the envious. Everything wirtten, taken and shared. An archive of the voices i have through life |
So. Today’s the first day of school since our 2 weeks break stopped, and really this isn’t the way I wanted it to be. It was all right at first, i just had to agitate her furthur. She said it wasn’t my fault and told me some really troubling things yesterday, but i can’t help but feel so god damn responsible. Now I can’t do shit to help her. Didn’t sleep till 5 cause my mind wouldn’t stop racing about how guilty i felt. Not only that, it felt reall really bad knowing that one of your friend, someone you hold dear, is crying on the inside, and you can’t do anything.
On the way to school, felt really really tired. Nearly fainted on the way, totallly KO-ed on the train. Nearly KO-ed on the bus. Now semi drowsy I have to take a quiz in less than an hour time. sigh.
Why can’t I make things right?
